lolx!~ out of my mind~
nobody loves me....
everybody hates me...
i'm gonna eat some bugs... =p
i have no idea why but this stupid 'song' seem to be stucked inside my head...arrgghhhh i wonder when it's gonna stop... lolx
it's seems like my mind is getting screwwed up lately...
no mood to work...so i quit~
amazing huh...
6 days of pure boredness hitted me when i started my printing job... it's just stand and print... it's a good thing that my boss is understanding or i wouldn't even last that long... or would i?
oh well... which job isn't that boring... i just keep thinking that i'm bloody useless when i make a bloody mistake... what is bloody wrong with me!????
my boss is sooo damn nice causes stress to be pileing up... it's insane!~ maybe it's becos she never scolds but always shakes her head~ lolx ironic isn't it... i'm suppose to be happy for being let off without the lashing of e ear... i think i need to take a chill pill.
things have been swirling in my head..things that are desperately trying to force it's way out of e corners of my locked moemories...
'stress' seems to be having fun...
or perhaps i'm just nuts... gone out of control...out of my mind...
sinking in a endless pit hole...
refusing to get out...
what am i thinking...
i have no tolerance level for myself.. maybe even others...
i'm contradicting myself...
WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH ME!!!!!!!!!
but somewhere deep down... i know that answer... and i know it too well... i need to snap out of it...losing control...
den again was i ever in control...??
i hate mi...
