yo, i'm back from cambodia~
yozZz...
i'm so glad to be backz... lonely, i am so lonely~~ i got nobody of my ownZZZ~~~~ lolxz... how shall i describe my trip?
when the airplane touchdown and i arrived at the arrival hall, it was nothing like singapore's airport man... painted in green with no souvenir stores. it looked like an empty room with a couple of cubicles and a long narrow compartment where about 5 officers are 'crammed' inside to assign local visas to tourists like us. 10 USD each. ouchy..
the environment was not a pretty site to see, massive loads of junk and trash were littered everywhere. some were sweeped into corners, others were right in the middle of the road!
traffic was chaotic.
cars, mostly motobikes and cyclos were moving in every direction. nobody knew which was the 'right' way to go. rules and regulation was almost zero...than again, traffic lights were MIA (missing in action) most of the time.
dust and pollution ruled the air along with the flys and mostqitoes.
there were beggers from childern to adults.
everything was so different, kind of hard to adept.
i was wondering and asking God why would he put my mom and i (including siti) together in a hotel room? i mean what was he thinking? mom and me were like magnets repeling... well after that experiance, i kind of asked for it... i wanted to have patients and i got to deal with mom. i tried and fail umpteen times and felt like giving up. she was really testing my limits but i wasn't a perfect angel to her either. but this verse came to me
1 Corinthians 10:13
'No temptation has seized you except what is common to man. And God is faithful; he will not let you be tempted beyond what you can bear. But when you are tempted, he will also provide a way out so that you can stand up under it.'
for me is being easily provoked and angered by my mother's action in her unknowing ways. God wants me to help me realise what is bothering me and what is making me so easily irritated by her and to teach me what is honoring your parents.
no matter what, i know my mom loves and dotes me. however her ways are not what i perceive them to be. i guess i just have to remove/ change the way i see things...
cambodia was an eye opener.personally, esp. when the confilct between mom and myself whether it is right to give the child begger money. what would jesus do? help. but it was not my money.. my mom's idea was to not give them so that it will teach them that u cant just beg for a living and hopefully the child will figure it out and uses his/her brains... so in the end i onli helped 1 child... i ask my mom if i could give food instead but she shoot me with an anwer, many will soon come after u give it to one. would u have enough for all? to me i will do what i can... oh well it's over now...
i wanna thank God that i can go there and experiance it allz...
had 'fun' i guess~
good night~
cherz~
?? o wellz...
HORACE!!!!!!
how e hack did u find your way to my blog!????
and i told u that i cant make it..got to fly... anyway i heard that it was cancelz...
i'll be going away for 2 weeks to Cambodia... ahhhh... whyyyy!! of all places!~~ zzz... o wellz... i didn't even get my injection yet! and i think i'm flying tml? i have not even started packing... it's that bad... why? cos my dearest mama did not give me a single information of what time are we leaving, when exactly are we going cos she said perhap sunday or monday...and when are we coming back...how much to bring... wad to bring...zzz... duh like i can read her mind... she told mi that she was bring mi to the doc today and she's not home!!!! arhh.... wth...
o wellz... time to fly...
fine... i'm tempermental about the complaining part... going nuts soonz...~
