ZzZz...
being crazy in the mids of chaos seems the only way to keep sanity...
people say that there's a storm after quietness~
is silence really golden...
trying to keep cool and relaxz though you know too well that there's a problem...
when it surfaces and graps hold of you and drags you through the dirt...
it's gonna be hard to breath...
hard to see...
follow your heart or your mind... both will suffer...
wishing that you hadn't taken this road...
there will be no need to think...
when will the mounting turmoil explode...
when will it end...
perhaps it's just me...
taking too much brain cells to think and not fall head over heels...
sinking deeper and trying to find the light againz...
time passes by... days turns to weeks and soon months...
holding on to something that don't seem too real...
there seems to always be a compllication and disagreement...
or is it just me and my principles... my way of doing things... ME....
opposites attract...yet there are traces of me in it... so different yet so simlar...
perhaps like they say.. birds of the same feathers flock together...
it's as if i am watching the past me whom took the wrong path... not that my path now is right... it's at a cross road and i'm still wondering there...waiting for some sign to show me the way...
i'm not too keen to give up wad i am made to be and to push aside it all...
wad am i doing... am i at the right place even?
i guess that....
being crazy in the mids of chaos seems the only way to keep sanity...
zZzZz.... >.<
