Wednesday, February 23, 2005 12:55 AM

graduation

And so we talked all night about the rest of our lives
Where we're gonna be when we turn 25
I keep thinking times will never change
Keep on thinking things will always be the same
But when we leave this year we won't be coming back
No more hanging out cause we're on a different track
And if you got something that you need to say
You better say it right now cause you don't have another day
Cause we're moving on and we can't slow down
These memories are playing like a film without sound
And I keep thinking of that night in June
I didn't know much of love
But it came too soon
And there was me and you
And we got so blue
Stay at home talking on the telephone
We'd get so excited, we'd get so scared
Laughing at ourselves thinking life's not fair
And this is how it feels

[1] - As we go on
We remember
All the times we
Had together
And as our lives change
Come whatever
We will still be
Friends Forever

So if we get the big jobs
And we make the big money
When we look back now
Will our jokes still be funny?
Will we still remember everything we learned in school?
Still be trying to break every single rule
Will little brainy Bobby be the stockbroker man?
Can Heather find a job that won't interfere with her tan?
I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly
And this is how it feels

[Repeat 1]

La, la, la, la:
Yeah, yeah, yeah
La, la, la, la:
We will still be friends forever

Will we think about tomorrow like we think about now?
Can we survive it out there?
Can we make it somehow?
I guess I thought that this would never end
And suddenly it's like we're women and men
Will the past be a shadow that will follow us 'round?
Will these memories fade when I leave this town
I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly

[Repeat 1 (3x)]

12:28 AM

it's been days~

it's been days sinces i really wrote something that's going on in my life... it's gonna be a mth with him ya... that's when it reminds mi how time flys and my results are coming soon or it's acturally pretty near... i'll be working tml but i don't feel like falling asleep though reality at the moment isn't very lovely... just wondering which path am i gonna take after my results... i wanna go to TP but i'm not too sure about my results...it seems kinda hopeless cos i couldnt even recall how 'hard' i have studied for it... it kind of silpped out of my mind...it's blank...

Monday, February 21, 2005 12:27 AM

kelly clarkson - the trouble with love is

Oooh oooh, ooooh yeah, mmmm...

Love can be a many splendid thing
Can't deny the joy it brings
A dozen roses, diamond rings
Dreams for sale and fairy tales
It'll make you hear a symphony
And you just want the world to see
But like a drug that makes you blind,
It'll fool ya every time

The trouble with love is
It can tear you up inside
Make your heart believe a lie
It's stronger than your pride
The trouble with love is
It doesn't care how fast you fall
And you can't refuse the call
See, you got no say at all

Now I was once a fool, it's true
I played the game by all the rules
But now my world's a deeper blue
I'm sadder, but I'm wiser too
I swore I'd never love again
I swore my heart would never mend
Said love wasn't worth the pain
But then I hear it call my name

(The trouble with) The trouble with love is
It can tear you up inside
Make your heart believe a lie
It's stronger than your pride
The trouble with love is
It doesn't care how fast you fall
And you can't refuse the call
See, you got no say at all

Every time I turn around
I think I've got it all figured out
My heart keeps callin' and I keep on fallin'
Over and over again
The sad story always ends the same
Me standin' in the pourin' rain
It seems no matter what I do
It tears my heart in two

(The trouble with love is) The trouble with love, yeah
(It can tear you up inside) It can tear you up inside
(Make your heart believe a lie) Make your heart believe a lie
It's stronger than your pride

(The trouble with love is)
It's in your heart
It's in your soul (doesn't care how fast you fall)
You won't get no control
(and you can't refuse the call)
See, you got no say at all

(The trouble with love is) Oh, yeah
(It can tear you up inside)
(Make your heart believe a lie)

Friday, February 11, 2005 10:42 PM

ZzZz...

being crazy in the mids of chaos seems the only way to keep sanity...
people say that there's a storm after quietness~
is silence really golden...
trying to keep cool and relaxz though you know too well that there's a problem...
when it surfaces and graps hold of you and drags you through the dirt...
it's gonna be hard to breath...
hard to see...
follow your heart or your mind... both will suffer...
wishing that you hadn't taken this road...
there will be no need to think...
when will the mounting turmoil explode...
when will it end...
perhaps it's just me...
taking too much brain cells to think and not fall head over heels...
sinking deeper and trying to find the light againz...
time passes by... days turns to weeks and soon months...
holding on to something that don't seem too real...
there seems to always be a compllication and disagreement...
or is it just me and my principles... my way of doing things... ME....
opposites attract...yet there are traces of me in it... so different yet so simlar...
perhaps like they say.. birds of the same feathers flock together...
it's as if i am watching the past me whom took the wrong path... not that my path now is right... it's at a cross road and i'm still wondering there...waiting for some sign to show me the way...
i'm not too keen to give up wad i am made to be and to push aside it all...
wad am i doing... am i at the right place even?

i guess that....
being crazy in the mids of chaos seems the only way to keep sanity...
zZzZz.... >.<

Tuesday, February 08, 2005 11:15 PM

nice lyrics.. but never hear before...lolx~


Artist: Stacie Orrico Lyrics
Song: Dear Friend Lyrics



Dear Friend, what's on your mind
You don’t laugh the way you used to
But I've noticed how you cry
Dear friend, I feel so helpless
I see you sit in silence
As you face new pain each day
I feel there’s nothing I can do
I know you don’t feel pretty
Even though you are
But it wasn’t your beauty
That found room in my heart

Dear friend, you are so precious Dear Friend

Dear friend, I'm here for you
I know that you don’t talk too much
But we can share this day anew
Dear Friend, please don’t feel like you're alone
There is someone who is praying
Praying for your peace of mind
Hoping joy is what you'll find
I know you don’t feel weak
Even though you are
But it wasn’t your strength
That found room in my heart
Dear friend, you are so precious, Dear Friend

11:10 PM

stuck -the MTV playing below...~

Stacie Orrico - stuck... the MTV PLAYING~


can't get out of bed today or get you off my mind
I just can't seem to find a way to leave the love behind
I aint trippin, I’m just missin
You know what I'm saying, you know what I mean
You kept me hangin on a string why you make me cry
I tried to give you everything but you just gave lies
I aint trippin, I'm just missin you
You know what I’m saying, you know what I mean yeah

Every now and then when I'm all alone
I'll be wishing you would call me on the telephone
Say you want me back but you never do
I feel like such a fool
There's nothin I can do
I’m such a fool for you

Chorus:
I can't take it
What am I waiting for
My heart's still breakin
I miss you even more
And I can't fake it
The way I could before
I hate you, but I love you
I can't stop thinkin of you
It's true
I’m stuck on you

Now loves a broken record that’s been skippin in my head
I keep singin yesterday,
Why we gots ta play these games we play
I aint trippin, I’m just missin you
You know what I’m saying, you know what I mean yeah

Every now and then when I'm all alone
I'll be wishing you would call me on the telephone
Say you want me back but you never do
I feel like such a fool

Chorus:
I can't take it
What am I waiting for
My heart's still breakin
I miss you even more
And I can't fake it
The way I could before
I hate you, but I love you
I can’t stop thinkin of you
It's true
I'm stuck on you

Every now and then when I'm all alone
I'll be wishing you would call me on the telephone
Say you want me back but you never do
I feel like such a fool
There's nothin I can do
I'm such a fool for you

Chorus:
I can't take it
What am I waiting for
My heart still breakin
I miss you even more
And I can't fake it
The way I could before
I hate you, but I love you
I can't stop thinkin' of you
It's true
I'm stuck on you

Saturday, February 05, 2005 10:37 PM

up and about... >.<

oh well... had a crazy evening in order to vent my blottled up anger... >.< i eat way too much today... i really stuffed my face... well, he took it as a small meaningless matter... wad can i do? anyway, we went to church before going to collect pooh and dodo's custumes for chingay... their colour like national flag... red and white...with addtional black.. >.< i wanna go workout, get some exercise donez... i wanna do something instead of being home. i'm not working tml too so i'll be so free... and bored. dun worry i'll live...unfortunatly.

3:15 AM

choices have consequences

you are not worth my tears if you make me cry...
you aren't worth my time if you make me sad countlessly..

choices VS consequences...

loves = forgiveness...

how long... how far are you gonna test my patients...
my limits aren't that long...
if i snap like a rubber band being stretch too long...
there's no turning back...

no tears are coming down yet... pls dun let them...

crying uses too much energy and time...
i have no more time or energy left to deal with it...
i always seem to be happy...
seem to not care for the world...
how can i when the world is just too cruel...
why am i here complaining...
forget about it...

Wednesday, February 02, 2005 10:05 PM

gurl...

me
You're like me! The intelligent loner. You're shy
at times but friendly, and you are never weak
and always independent. You are incredibly
intelligent (wise beyond your years) and have a
talent for many things (sports, music, art).
You have a kind and warm personality and enjoy
the simple things. Like hanging out with
friends and watching movies at home. But you're
sometimes quiet nature makes you a bit of an
outcast and a mystery to people. No matter how
pretty you are or smart or athletic, you just
can't seem to break into the crowd and be
noticed. Don't worry, try to be more outgoing
and speak out when you have more to say. Don't
hide behind your books and sports and computer,
get out there and get noticed. You also have
deep desires in life and feel vunerable and
alone at times. Don't feel sad either, What
helps me to express feelings and dreams that I
can't say to people, is through my writting.
Maybe you should try.


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9:55 PM

B.I.T.C.H


you are the wise bitch!
The Bitch Test by ibiki

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