Cold...Silent night...
The night is cold even though it's been hours after the rain. It's freezing and I had to put on a extra clothe instead of simply closing the door as I wanted to enjoy the breeze. I love the smell of the rain... It tells me when it's coming...Just like a signal or a 'telephone call' to tell you that it was impending.
I had a long day in school and I did not get enough sleep. I don't even know when did all my strength for nonsense came from. We had cooking lesson till 2.25pm and at 2.50pm there was one and the half hour of chem. What a day... I did not even wanted to touch my books when I got home...However, I shall begin right after I finish complaining here...
I miss my free time and basket ball, I wonder if they will be free on Sunday to get together and have a game or two.
I totally dislike my school friends, they all look so fake...esp. The girls (not all but most...). I really thank god that this is my last year there...I really don't know how much longer I can hold before I slap one of them on the face.
it's funny how well I seem to get along with them but the very fact is that we hate/dislike each other to the core. The sarcasm and thoughtless words cross path and how careless it flys. The never ending of attacking seems to runs in their blood and how proud everyone seems with how much they can spread evil and destruction. I have stayed too long and cast into the shadows of sin.
the masks struck on their faces, the smirks and glare hidden with the prowling tiger... how natural it seems yet complex with emotions that runs high. only god can save me from who i am... how each manipulate and twist their way in...selfishness crepts into each heart...makingthem unfeeling...cold...
o well, i do not have much time or i bet you cant even see what was written on the previous enteries... lolx...
got to get going now... think of what i have written...maybe it's just nonosense...or is it?
