i'm back!~
yoz! it's been a long time since i have updated... miss me? =) it's been really busy for me as i had currently finish a 3day course for motivation by adam koh. it was so motivational, inspiring and emtional that many cried (even the guys which was amazing) YESH! I CAN DO IT! i have set my goals and learn not to complain~ yeah!~ not forgeting to be grateful~ well, choices have consequences = since i have not been touching my books, i have alot to catch up on+ i have not studied for my math mock test( so most likly i will not do well), however i know i can do it! after planning out whatever that i need to do i need to take action!~
today LJ tease mi about ben, saying that he like me and RT like him...lolx~ but it's fine with me as to me, he is my good friend and that having a relationship is not always good (LJ and ELF had a fight in class,drama sia~) i am wondering how long peck and her bf will last... i give them 3wks (enough grace ke!) the other 1 (er...pooh will noe la)..i give them 2wk...whahahahaz....
it had been a tiring week however i shall not complain, it's been a fruitful week. i learn alot of things and had lots of fun!~ i am gonna miss ramash and adam and alvin (all the trainers) even though we did lots of up-downs and alot of speed reading, mind mapping...they had been enterainting and helpful ~ i love childern...whahaha...chao turtle~ (all learn from them)
Busy busy...
It's been a busy week as my mom went overseas and I have to manage the household chores dog did not help me as she pee and poo everywhere as it had been raining and well...She is garden train so get my point? Anyway... There was a talk today by Adam kooh ( is it this spelling?) about his book (I am gifted so are you) it was so comical and inspiring... Yet, I do not have the time to sit down and analyze. i need to get my uniform iron and i really need to get to the library tml... It's for my f&n project 2...And i have not finish my 1st project... this stinks...lolx...my english hw seems to get higher and all the revision i want to do or NEED to be done are left untouch... i cant stand my class and i have not been sleeping really well...i keep waking up afew hours each to see if it was time to get to sch... i wanted to wake up early to get my chores done however, i could not pull myself up from my bed... further more i need to prepare breakfast for myself... argh... i feel so tired... i really need to get organised or i will drown under all of it...however i cant find time!!! then again i do alot of time waster things.... i need to thank god for the rain as it help me to water the garden...
going down... ~~~
Cold...Silent night...
The night is cold even though it's been hours after the rain. It's freezing and I had to put on a extra clothe instead of simply closing the door as I wanted to enjoy the breeze. I love the smell of the rain... It tells me when it's coming...Just like a signal or a 'telephone call' to tell you that it was impending.
I had a long day in school and I did not get enough sleep. I don't even know when did all my strength for nonsense came from. We had cooking lesson till 2.25pm and at 2.50pm there was one and the half hour of chem. What a day... I did not even wanted to touch my books when I got home...However, I shall begin right after I finish complaining here...
I miss my free time and basket ball, I wonder if they will be free on Sunday to get together and have a game or two.
I totally dislike my school friends, they all look so fake...esp. The girls (not all but most...). I really thank god that this is my last year there...I really don't know how much longer I can hold before I slap one of them on the face.
it's funny how well I seem to get along with them but the very fact is that we hate/dislike each other to the core. The sarcasm and thoughtless words cross path and how careless it flys. The never ending of attacking seems to runs in their blood and how proud everyone seems with how much they can spread evil and destruction. I have stayed too long and cast into the shadows of sin.
the masks struck on their faces, the smirks and glare hidden with the prowling tiger... how natural it seems yet complex with emotions that runs high. only god can save me from who i am... how each manipulate and twist their way in...selfishness crepts into each heart...makingthem unfeeling...cold...
o well, i do not have much time or i bet you cant even see what was written on the previous enteries... lolx...
got to get going now... think of what i have written...maybe it's just nonosense...or is it?
study time~
today i went and played basket ball with my friends and went to my sister's place. it was really fun as i think i am beginng to improve bit by bit~ lolx...but without warm up i will be lousy...i hit some1 with the ball again... next time i need to wear a t shirt saying that i am a source of danger or something...lolx..
well, my little 'war' with mom is over. we3 sat down and i did a time table of the week and hopefully i follow...must pray!~ when i saw how much i need to complete and how little time i had...it was really tiring however...what got to be done, need to be done. with god's strength and mercy, i will strive... so it's more studying than playing computer games now. i do hope i can finish my ten year series... jia you!~ ppl who are out there like me...get to it and lwet us work towards the 7months of holidays we shall be getting and scoring our best!~ and others like bear,pooh and min...be the cream of the corp k! study hard and understand your java...play hard too for your TKD~ hope you guys will not have too much to worry about.
i wanna get the best results that i know i can do it!~ and stop lazying about...lolx...okok..it's time for me to sleep or i will not have energy to go on~ must remember to go on with everything you have...god bless all... have a good night rest~
Grading~
Today, I had a fight with my mother...She nags at me for sleeping so late last night as she returned from overseas just when I was about to go to bed...Talk about luck.
well, since my studies was never good and that my sis complained to her about me...I got a scolding and nagging from her...She keep asking questions and answering them herself... She did not even wanted to hear my part. Then again, it did not matter as she would not have understood as well. So now she is giving me the cold shoulder...
well that is that.
so... Today I went to see my frens who were having grading... Some of them made mistakes but I think that they should pass~ after all the hard work should have paid off. bear's sparing was nice..lolx... With dragon ball..who was our entertainer of the day. he made funny faces, stupid jokes and went crazy by acting as part of a poster. even the people in charge of the ticket booth were staring at him. we had to leave them to catch our bus orlse i would have rolled on the floor laughing =p however i did not meet bian in the grading field.they r a nice bunch~
pooh pooh must jia you too...u and ur java...lolx~
bear is a nice guy with few words...today wanted to say things to him...but when i turn and face him i forget wad i wanna say...lol! happen so many times...so i just smile at him...lolxZ! he reminds mi of a teddy bear lol! be happy~ keke~
IMPORTANT!~
TO BEAR,MIN AND POOH if have any problem come find kitty panda A.K.A me =p i may not able to help you but hope to cheer(comfort) you up/ cry with you lolx~ study hard as it's school reopening for you guys too!~ see mi so kind...puke rite lolx... but really la..have problen come find mi and share~~
let us be friends forever~ have a great day!~
Late~
It's late now...But I cant sleep... Well, the reason that I did not update yesterday was because I slept from 4pm to 10am the next day (which is today? Or yesterday as it is past midnite?) anyway, just thinking that there isn't much time till O levels and I have not touch my books...O well...Thinking of something to motivate mi...but nothing seems to work... but must jia you... just realize bian's timing for grading is the same as winnie's~ well if it's really close together...maybe i will take a peep...who knows? oh well...all the siao things bian do is so...erratic.
he just said that i was childish...hmm...even if i was, it's my businessz.... y be so mature for what? onli will make u older..=p y do wanna be older when i still have 1/2 year of high school left? to me...make full use of it!~
stupid bian...keep trying to challange me. very fun huh... some times... i wanna tell him... tough you say much but there is no actions seen, think of the world but see nothing... it's a nice way of saying bull s***....bear dun tell le...or i kick u....
let mi quote his words...all so meaningful yet...
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wise is when u are able to make the best decision out of the worst situation
ecuz ppl will depend on u.. u will be the chosen one to in charge of important event
a wise man cannot escape great responsibility. but a wise + smart person.. can indirectly controls management successfully
prefer a person.. who can indirectly controls another person's thinking.. able to predict and stop troubles before it occurs... a person can win a war without fighting.
haiz...sometimes i wonder....
baked a cake...
lolx... today what happ[en to me...i went to baked a sponge cake. it turned out fine...well, since there was four so... why put it to waste~
maybe i should bake cookies next time~ my frens had this little misunderstanding with all the romors about her liknig him and so on...but they r just frens~ tml, i am gonna watch them for grading...i do hope they pass~ o well...going to my sis's place soon~ cya...
